A new beginning

Here we are again. The start of a new semester. New hopes,new dreams,new friends,new environment,new lecturers,new swt ppl,new stories,new goals...but unfortunately...no new handphone,new car,new laptop,new clothes,new underwear....ok, scrap the underwear. Keke.

The fact is, its already week 4 of the new semester. LOL right? Haha. The hope of those new material things is most probably just a dream, as usual i was just crapping =D Well, hope those new dreams and goals won't turn into ashes by the end of this sem. I must really start working hard and stop getting tempted too much. Maybe i should stop blogging right now? Hehe...

Hmmm...(thinking to myself:should i continue?)...Oh well, i shall not prevail. HAHA. So whats the decision?

Apple. Continue
Banana. Come back to this later
Coconut. STOP NOW!!!
Durian. Forget about this whole post

Well, if u know me well enough, i don't fancy banana and i don't like durian so B and D is out. So remains A and C. Honestly, i prefer apple to coconut. So...

Lets continue. HAHA.

As i have said, its already the 4th week of the new semester(guess its not so new d huh). For most people, its already halfway pass their sem. For me, the lucky one(or not so lucky?),i'm going through long sem. Time seems to pass so so so so so so so so quickly this sem. I don't know why. One blink of an eye and its already week 4. And the thing that worries me is that neither me nor any of my group members have started the assignment. Well, we did start a tiny weeny bit la. But honestly, its nothing.

The new so called system of allowing you to choose your own timetable or time slot is...what shall i say...i think...its kinda good la. Get to know new friends and so on. But the thing is, its taking too darn long. First week, no new friends. Second week, form assignment group members, but don't know each other=NO NEW FRIENDS. And its not like i join my friends from the first sem thats why i didn't make new friends, its because of 5 words:YOU TALK ONI I TALK.

So, the epic story continues. 3rd week, made a few new friends la, have to ma, do assignment. At the end of this week, which is the 4th week, in total i've made...lets see...7...new friends. All which are hi bye friends only. Never really like sitting down together talking and crapping and laughing. The other thing is, i think my name is too nice to pronounce. Friends keep calling me "ESMOND!!!", and when i respond "YES?"...they or he/she will say "nothing le" or "jiao shuang"(calling just for fun,for no apparent reason) and i will be like =.=''' .

Well, hope to know those friends better. Still trying to find a good and true friend in utar though. Still praying about it. =) I'm sure God will provide. As i observe the people around me, i realised they are not as they seem. I saw a guy and thought he was quite a good fellow. Good in conversing, dresses well, well mannered. But when i saw him on another occasion, it was a totally different story.

I was walking, minding my own business(as usual), when i saw him with a group of friends. and THEN HE SAID IT. "F*** lah!!! MA C** B**!!!" I was looking at him from an angle thinking "what did you just say?!" I was stunned. After that occasion, i continue observing and realised that many other people were also like that. GOSH~~~ Hope i'm not 1 of them. Although i must admit i do say foul words unintentionally, ya, sometimes its kinda automatic. I try my best to not say those things and keep myself in check though. Still keeping myself in check daily.

These things just prove that people are unpredictable. GOSH, the things you see them do when they're "high", they're just not themselves!!! SCARY MAN~~~And to those who misuse God's and Jesus's name in vain, Lord, i pray that you'll forgive them, for they know not what they do.

God has been continually blessing me since the start of the new semester. THANK YOU GOD!!! Have been listening to the song Thank You Lord by Don Moen. Meaningful. Once again, THANK YOU LORD!!! Hehe...signing off for now.

trying my best to put God first!!!, ezmen =)