Everyone has problems. That's very normal. As for me, i am facing some problems too (6 August 2008).These problems that i am facing, are most probably what other "normal" guys are facing too...haha...



PROBLEMS

1. MYSELF

2. Pressure(from peers and parents)

3. Studies

4. Friendships

5. Relationships



1.MYSELF

The biggest problem, or in other words obstacle in my life right now is obviously me myself. Thoughts that come to my mind make me think negatively about some things. Then those thoughts are followed by action without confidence. As the saying goes, you are what you eat....the same goes for thoughts too. If u think you will succeed in something, you will certainly work your way towards achieveing it. If you think negatively about something, it most probably will make you fall. Such has been the case for me. I always look down on myself from certain aspects. Studies, personalities, appearance and so on. These things sometimes do affect me, although i try to ignore them.

2.PRESSURE

Many things can give you pressure. For example, friends, parents, teachers and even self. Pressure can be good and can also be bad, depending on how you face it. Pressure is no doubt a problem for me. I am not able to cope with too much pressure, which is just natural i guess. I just won't be able to feel like myself when under pressure.

3.STUDIES

Need i say more???....Those who like/love to study, you are most probably not human. Maybe you're GODLIKE...i dunno...

4.FRIENDSHIPS

Ah...Friends...Its good to have friends right. Friends help mould your character. But are those friends really worthy to be your true friends? Thats the question. Some friends are there just for show, and when you need them, they just disappear into thin air. Some will betray you and even gossip about you behind your back. Do i have friends who are like that? I definietly think so. I'm not saying that all my friends are like that, just a small portion. Some of them actually don't really like you but they pretend to have no bad feelings towards you by putting on a FAKE smiling face when talking to you. That is the thing i hate the most. Why force yourself to put on a smiling face when you don't evn wanna talk? To tell the truth, i really love all my friends and wish our friendship would last forever. Although i have to admit i myself don't really keep in touch with some of them...hehe...but i just hope that even after spm or while in uni and so on, that our friendship can continue. We can find sometime to hang out and do something together, perhaps watching a movie? Some of my true friends have really helped me in life. They have been part of my life, like a missing piece of puzzle. They have encouraged me and help me in times of need. I really don't want to lose these kind of friends. THANK YOU FRIENDS!!!

5.RELATIONSHIPS

Want to know more???...Come and talk to me...You will prbably not like what i will say anyway...haha

The Beginning,Me

The beginning of something, in other words, also means the start of something...but i guess everyone already knows that right. But if you think throughly, the beginning has so many more meanings. For some people, the beginning could mean the end, the start of something pleasant, or even taking a step out of their comfort zone. English words has so many meanings and complications that you sometimes go bonkers trying to get them right. Take for example the word "grateful", sometimes during exam when your floodgates of ideas start to gush out when you are writing an essay, you think you are feeling skyhigh, full of confidence, but little did you know that you have accidentally written the word "grateful" into "greatful"...that's what happened to me.So next time you think you have written a great essay, double check twice...don't write the word "and" into "dan"...it changes the meaning totally, if you know what i mean.

For me, everyday is a new beginning.Everyday when i wake up, i have new hopes and dreams. New goals and targets...although i don't always achieve them. And in the end, some of the things will remain as hopes and dreams but not achievements. One advice i always give myself, don't dream the impossible...but thats what dreaming is mainly for right? LOL...

So what does the word beginning mean to you?...Think about it!!!